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Life on a stick..🌾

My week has been good, grateful for my wonderful teachers and classmates. Feeling so strong in their company. In addition, this week’s tasks have been super fun, I felt so happy and satisfied with the result. I rarely feel satisfied and proud of myself and my work.

Feeling more or less often failed and that my work was not good at all. Have such high demands on myself. Feel that I never do the job well enough, that it just got shit from everything and I want to ruin it so that no one else will have time to see my ”ugly” work.

Still struggling with troublesome nightmares after the recent events that shook me. Panic, discomfort and anxiety, every day is the same thing. The fear of meeting the person in question, how going to behave. After my previous post, I received messages from That asked ”if I felt happy to write about what happened ..” later wrote that ”It must feel good to print on social media and blackmail a person ..” Remember not literally what was written
 But you understand
 I did not mention any names or if it is a female or a man it is about
 STILL must write to me and increase my discomfort. My fear. I would NEVER print the names of people without my person’s permission. thinks I’m looking for confirmation via social media.

My instagram has become a platform adventure I can show my floristic works and create a digital portfolio.

My blog is for my sake and for those who want to read who may recognize themselves in my texts. I could never demand or force anyone to read or comment. It is each individual’s choice. I am grateful to those who follow me and read my posts. It makes me happy.

So now we drop that.. Thought i would share pictures from this week’s creations at school. Had so much fun and I have to admit that one of the works looks like chaos, but that’s a bit of a point. And that work helped me lower the demands on myself. Longing until I can do them again !!

Hair decoration
This is the work I was writing about. In love with it! It’s a funeral decoration in vegetative style

A hair wreath for midsummer maybe


/Liljekonvaljens Kammare

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Florist aspirant som Àlskar natur och skapande. Bor i lilla Köping dÀr jag levt mer eller mindre hela mitt liv. Tycker om att upptÀcka och utforska min omgivning.

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